Audrina Patridge is opening up concerning the struggles of being a single mother.
In a The Hills: New Beginnings sneak peek of Monday’s episode, Patridge, 34, tearfully tells castmate Heidi Pratt about her painful divorce from ex-husband Corey Bohan.
“I just have been going through a lot on the personal side of things,” Patridge explains to Pratt, 32, whereas on the spa.
“With court and custody, just everything at once. It’s hard,” she says as she begins to cry.
As Pratt comforts her, Patridge says, “Oh God, it’s been so hard lately.”
“You get so used to having someone there all the time and then it’s just like getting used to being on your own,” she explains, referencing “being a single mom.”
Patridge and Bohan, 37, who share 3-year-old daughter Kirra, have been locked in a bitter custody battle for practically two years. The truth star requested short-term restraining and baby abduction prevention orders in opposition to Bohan on Sept. 18, 2017, and she or he filed for the dissolution of their marriage two days later.
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Bohan denied Patridge’s claims of abuse in his Sept. 21, 2017, authorized response. The next month, Patridge was briefly granted full custody of their daughter. Their divorce was finalized in December 2018.
Throughout her catch-up with Pratt, Patridge says the cut up has made her ponder “what life is all about and the people you want around you and the people you want around your child.”
In an emotional confessional, Patridge shares about Kirra: “My little girl is my pride and joy and she literally is like an angel sent from God. I could cry, I love her so much.”
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Though the exes’ divorce is now over, the drama with Bohan continues to be ongoing.
On the Fourth of July, Patridge referred to as the police to conduct a welfare test on her daughter after Bohan didn’t present up for his or her scheduled custody hand-off, in response to TMZ.
The previous couple’s custody settlement states that Bohan should return Kirra to Patridge each Thursday morning, the outlet reported. Patridge reportedly advised cops that Bohan was not responding to her calls and texts.
Police carried out a welfare test on the BMX rider’s home, the place each Bohan and Kirra have been discovered, in response to TMZ. Bohan reportedly advised police he thought it was his day to have their daughter. (They alternate custody on holidays just like the Fourth of July.)
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Patridge and Bohan met up later that evening for the custody change, in response to TMZ.
“This is so distressing for Audrina,” a supply near her advised PEOPLE. “She’s very upset and she hates that they can’t have a peaceful relationship. That’s all she wants for Kirra. It’s really sad.”
The Hills: New Beginnings airs Mondays at 10 p.m. ET on MTV.